the pain, the fear and the saddness.
i can never ever forget it.
forget about asking me to forgive you.
for now, hate is the only things in my live.
mother and you, the both i can nv forgive currently.

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im just back from jalan kayu with cyl!
damn her luhs! im like so... no words to describe.
today im having such a SUEY day man!
kan dao bu gai kan de ren, sians bo!
tmr got school lehs!! BUT im going!
cos suddenly feel like going dont know why.

yes i dont lyk strangers, tats me.
ignore or talk to me, up to you

its been long since my last post le.
but i guess no one is viewing my blog ehs?
no taggie at all de! DAMN!
ohwell, yesterday is a stupid long and tiring day for me.
was having flu and sort throat yesterday,
but wad being force to school for career day.
going through the result of chinese paper.
i fail like siao luhs! someone come tell me "你不是华文很好的mehs?"
KNS, since when did i say that?
all is u all say de wad?! did i admit it not?
not only i didnt admit i still deny it lor! 全都是你们说的! SUCKER!

after that went to FURAMA hotel bla bla bla
and went to lots of places with cyl.
after tat english tuition. im so thick skin luhs! LOL
wokeup today, cyl called me. i got no voice to talk! pathetic.
she helped me to buy lunch! thanks babe!
monday is getting result, more INSULT is coming.
WHATEVER!

wa li lehs. i went to moomoo blog and post my daily post -.-
but i remove it le. so i copy and paste again ><

had maths tuition at jurong, quite a fun day today.
met Michelle and cyl to have our dinner at cafe cartel at IMM.
Michelle and i will like keep suan-ing cyl.
poor girl luhs she. LOL.
after that walk to tuition centre. wait and wait.
at first we were told that the tutor will be late.
so we went to the toilet and when we open the door of the tuition centre.
we heard the bell in the lift is ringing.
in other words, someone were stuck in the lift.
i were telling cyl i wonder is it that the tutor stuck inside that's why he is late.
after toilet we went back to the centre and the tutor came in, sweating.
he explain that he was stuck lift. woohoo! so zhun sia!

bla bla bla did paper one and went home.
bus-ed back to hougang and HOME.
reach home papa said he call me 5-6 times but i didnt answer.
then kor say he(papa) hen worry.i thought they bluff me sia.
BUT!when i saw my phone, got 5 miss call and 1 message.
wah wah wah wah wah is it that my phone is spoil?
or my fats is too thick that i cant feel the vibration? LOL!

i create a quiz of myself in facebook. DO TAKE IT!

pathetic me. leading a boring cum stressful at times life.
a meaningless life. wokeup today eat and use com.
everyone is celebrating mother's day.
none is free to accompany me study. siians!
wanna ownself go study but look so emo, cai bu yao lehs!
no where to go. what life really is?
study, work and DIE.. end of life.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
a short and sweet post ;D

had chemistry and chinese oral today.
i think i can pass my chinese oral quite well.
the paper was quite easy rather.
most people know how to read the words and answer the question(s).
after that went home rest, prepare and went to bugis.
met michelle, we went to eat and shop.
went to many shops but someone keep dancing indian dance to me -.-!!
after that went home, cyl and eunice came my house.
poor cyl keep kana bully by us. hahas!
actually bu hui small luhs. zhen de bu hui. LOL
slack slack, they went home and cousin is sleeping SOUNDLY now.

yuping and me

DANCING? -.-!!

fish and chips at junction

cousin lay the matress herself as im lazy! ><

cousin took this.

didnt go to school for exam today.
part of it is because wo zhen debu xiang qu lehs.
im sooo damn tired of studying le.
it seems like no matter how hard study,
i still fail de sia. den what for?
yahs luhs, what others say de is true.
comfirm fail de what, what for study sia?
later going to buy MC, sians!
tomorrow got chemistry paper,
dont really feel like going too sia..
but cyl will sure kill me ><

just want to find someone to study,
but it seems soooo difficult!
pathetic me. SIANS BO!

i may get emo at times.
but must depend on the surrounding right?
if this is nothing for you to laugh, why laugh?

woohoo! finally after a long day im here blogging.
so.. had physic paper today. HAHAS!
i didnt sleep! i mean as in i didnt really sleep.
i slept awhile wake up awhile and slept again.
i didnt do all the questions as i really duno how to do.
even if you ask me to anyhow write i dont even know anyhow write what -.-
after that went home prepare and met BH to study.
went to tampines interchange there de mac.
on the way BH keep tell me stupid LAME joke.
then study study I TEACH HIM SETS!
even though i dont really know much -.-
after that went home, slept for around 1hr.
prepare and met frens to study at mall.
studied maths, manage to understand more about VECTORS.
GEO! i didnt study at all. plan to chiong on the 1hr break tomorrow.
tomrrow having geo and maths paper2, wish me luck!
pray for me that i wont sleep! ><

binghong

second post of the day! hahas!
as i mention from the previous post.
i went to do CME project with friends.
FUN man! we still purposely do the NG part. LOL!
after that went home bathe again and went to work.
there is this little girl she is soooooo damn CUTE!
her mother is trying shoes then she walked beside me and say..
"JIEJIE, 我七岁." i was like... SHOCK dao!
she is soooo random luhs. i didnt even look at her lor.
just come and tell me her age and things about her school...
weird girl ehs?

didnt do ANY sales today.
not even a single pair is sold out by me.
sians luhs! tomorrow malaysia uncle is coming.
OHPLS! i dont hope my ahma will come!
i dont have time to do housework man! ><

OHYAHS! my phone number changed.
to STUDENT plan! UNLIMITED sms!
people! MSG ME! i love msg-ing! HAHAS!

force myself to wakeup today as having YOGA lesson.
it has been 3weeks since i went for yoga.
today's lesson was quite tough.
all those difficult position to move on.
having abit ache now.
WO JUE DING LE! i wanna go back to last time flexible de me.
i wanna stretch myself back to last time when im in dance.
guess what? no YOGA lesson for next wk again -.-
due to the vesak day. LOL

meeting friends later for CME project.
lazy sia! dont even know what do lehs.
then after that im going for work.
woohoo! today is a longggggg day for meeeee ~
luckily tomorrow is SUNDAY! ><

how can one be soooooo petty?
just because a small thing can be angry for soooo long.
what for sia? being a attention seeker or what sia?
for the last few weeks due to my guiltness i try to talk to you.
but ask yourself what kind of attitude you show me?
and this is what you call sadness?
friends forever? LMAO!
it is the funniest sentence i ever heard!

people out there, nothing is forever.
no matter who tells you say
" i can be your friends forever"
" i will be there for your listening ear"
" you can tell me anything if you are sad"

all are BULL SHIT. damn LIER!
i curse THAT particular person!
you are the first person i ever felt soooo guilty
and soooooo ANGRY towards.

P.S dont ask me who the person is.

english paper today, DIE! i slept again luhs!
wad the! mei yi ci dou sleep de lehs.
cant control lehs. hahas! ohyahs.
went for english tution just now.
didnt do work today as me and cyl complaning say we tired dont feel like doing work.
so we had chit-chat throughtout the 2hours.
cher say me english standard is D7.
hurt dao. but i cant deny luhs.
O level is not yet reach wo bu hui give up de!
wei le my early childhood physchology. PING LE!