HAHA! i realise my blog lag of pic eh?
look soooooo bored,
so i just take a few before i sleeeeep ~
NIGHTS* :D

i miss you

feeling so siann, i got so much things to say.
it's so inconvenient for me to post here.
and i dont even know whr to start from.
basically this few days or even weeks.
i'm just busy working and slacking.
sort of toning?! dont know la!

those feelings are just so hurtful..

went out with J, R, and GJ to shop at orchard.
a fun day eh, xxh's steamboat as our dinner.
working tmr. few hours only.
dont know should be happy or not.
seriously short of cash D:

ytd after work went to find J and company for supper.
after that dad call and scold.
wadthe, spoiler sia. siann.
maybe i also too guofen le.
keep going home late this few days. ><

actually today dont need to work one lor!
received call from D, need to work.
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn

excited about Mon sia, going out with J! :D

got back result, a bad one but manage to get into poly.
"can go poly jiu hao le mah!"
tat's wad others say, what i used to thought.
but the disappointment is still there.
especially for the english.
i've confident! oral, paper1 and 2.
i've confident for all the papers.
i didnt sleep, the essay writing topic is similar to what i've done in tuition.
i just copy and paste everything!
why the hell would i get a D7?!
SHIT! so disappointed in myself.
why the hell would i spend money on english and chinese essay bk?!
and the tuition fees?! and the money to retake chinese?!
damn shit, im a bloody stupid idiot!

no work for 3 days is so siann.
ytd met wp, SCH and ck for jogging.
after that went home, prepare and bus-ed to kovan for bowling.
met J and company, J and i so lousy sia =/
they keep either spare or strike -.-
after that went to have porridge.
damn lor! they keep finding my problem sia.
laugh till like hell! reached home round 4plus ad slept till now.

maybe meeting them tonight for pool.
hope will be a FUN one!! :D

ohyahs, for the previous post about those feelings thingy right.
all are FAKE de la, i think too much
i dont like anyone now, just want to work for money.
wait for the result, get into poly and the course i want.
nothing else now ^^

work is kind of so sian without them, NOT FUN!
those two women keep finding my problem lor.
wonder if they truly wants me to do well,
so they just find me good to bully.
i complained to those staffs there.
but all just smile at me and say they mean good.
WHATEVER IT IS! i just dont feel good.
imagine urself early in the morning happy happy go to work,
just stepped in the place jiu get scolding.
wanted to help someone, haven't even done yet jiu get scolding.
so sick to work there, but there are good ppl too.
J is one of them, she is always good to me!
she would ask me to join her friends,
pei her buy things and go work tgth.
these few days, i kept thinking about the same thing.
the same person, the feelings are just too complicated.
never been like this before, i wanted to find someone to talk to.
but when that someone is just infront of me.
i dont know how to describe those feelings.
it's just so weird! I've never been like this before!
dont dare to tell my working friends.
scare to lost this job! sigh..

meeting J tmr, town shopping.
wonder who will i see.....

woooha! worked today, ok la.
didnt get scolded too much.
not only me lor! J also say they keep scolding us.
haha, been doing hosting.
standing infront of the shop asking ppl to come in.
end work at 10, met J and friends.
went to play pool and bus-ed home.
going out with cousin tmr!
yeah yeah! shopping day!
by right should be working tmr, but NO MORE! :DD

HEYA! I'm seriously busy working this few days.
worked for steamboat and promoter.
damn tired can! FULL shift for both somemore!
i always dozed off when working as promoter -.-
maybe cos steamboat got ppl to talk to and play with.
but few more days ltr jiu no more le ><
Jennifer going to work at expo for ten days.
others all schooling at poly getting lesser and lesser time to play tgth.


i hope all the feelings I'm having are fake ones.
as i told cyl, I've been thinking of it the moment i woke up!
till now! I'm still thinking of it.
SHIT! It better dont come true!
I'm still the last time KELIN! the last time de..