8years of admire, is it really that difficult to forget?
When someone asked me this, i told her. I've forgotten..
then she said, how can that be?
throughtout 8years you have said countless times that you want to forget him.
but NONE succeed.. I went stun.

I want to be fair to him too.
I'm together with him, can't possibly think of another guy.
yesterday we had a talk, then i realise something.
there is something in the middle of R and me.
he asked me, is it something or someone?
then he asked me, you will have this feeling is it cos ur feelings
towards me is not that deep yet.
you only ask me this question, have you really asked yourself?
whether you really like me, or you just need a gf?

damn it, as time goes by i seriously HATE my father and brother.
they all are so inconsiderate can!
here i am, sick and studying for exams.
and there they all, asking me to do housework,
adding on to my burden.
they can help but they just refuse to. DAMN IT!

busy days ahead, need to study for exam.
Will blog when I've the time eh(: