FISHING WITH LOVE

Woke up quite early today, about 11plus? :D
Love said he will come in the morning to my house to wake me up!
But he overslept -.-
He called me at around 12 plus, and slept back till 2plus.
Although he insisted he didn't,
that's what his mother said to me! :D
Waited for love to prepare and headed down to mall to meet love and love's mother.
Wasn't in a good mood, kept quiet for sometime,
until love keep disturbing me, doing stupid stuff.
Makes me laugh and cheer up again, thats my love <3
After that bus-ed to love's house from Hougang Plaza.
Waited for love to prepare fishing stuff and head down for the XO fish head soup again.
AWESOME! Ate with love's family and went to Punggol End for fishing.
Fish till 12plus with love's friend and bus-ed home.

Meeting love tomorrow again!
Love got family lunch and dinner he asked me to join.
So long since I've ate together with his family,
therefore I'm going tomorrow! :D

Fareast with love

The day before yesterday love was super sweet eh.

I think I too stress for the past few days,
till I cried for nothing. LOL
Told love about it throught the phone,
then he gave me a surprise by coming my house downstair at 11plus.
Just because I told him I was sad, such a sweet boy.

Yesterday went out with my love,
I got no school due to exam,
love morning called me at 11am.
Prepared and head down to love's school to fetch him.
Seriously, MY BLADDER ALMOST BURST!
His school is a maze to me, I can't even find the toilet.
Have to ask the students there, so paiseh ><
After that bus-ed to town and shopping with love.
Eyes swollen eh, a bit sian uh.
Then raining very heavily we can't go other shopping mall.
After that went back to Hougang to see doctor.
Doctor says is infection on my eyelid cause my eyelid is sensitive -.-
Then bus-ed to love's house but we overslept and end up in the interchange..

Went to love's house slack awhile and head down to the coffee shop for XO fish head soup.
AWESOME! slack a while more and head-ed home. :D

DONE! :D

Yes done! Done with my NSL practical.
As usual, one of the lecturer tried to fail me by catching my hair colour.
As usual I still pass despite her failing me.
HAHAHHA, was so shiock when I know I pass.
Don't get it, this time I even put in effort to cover my hair colour.
Put hairnet on it, even my friend also say not obvious.
Another girl, AD student, she just talk to her nicely,
ask her to dye back before attachment.
What the shit, super biased.
Even Linda can tell the differences. Super suck.
Ohwell no matter what I still pass.
Thanks to the lecturer actually, I force myself to study just to pass the practical and piss her off.
After that stay back for make up lecture.
and reached home(:

):

Done with my CMBio test today,
can make it, thanks to my friends.
Reached home not long and started with NSL.
Practical tmr and NR class test on Friday.
Next week common test after that attachment for 2weeks.
Never ending stress. Super sian.
Tried to call love just now, he seems to be busy with his stuff as well.
Wished he was beside me now,
feeling super stress and helpless ):

DAY OUT WITH MY LOVE

Went out whole day with my love today,
just the 2 of us! Went to a lot a lot of places.
Love came my house in the afternoon to fetch me.
Then bus-ed to XIMLIM Tower to buy love's stuff.
Walked to 'Golden Mile Tower' for our steamboat.
I think it's quite nice eh, but quatity too little, not satisfied enough =/
After that cab-ed to bugis and shopping!
Love bought a shirt, quite special, I like!
I bought a shorts. the $18 which I've seen before with Elaine and Yujia.
After that walk walk and train-ed home.
Ended today quite early as love's going fishing with his brother.
Love sent me to take bus after that and home sweet home.

Tomorrow is a busy day for me. Got dentle appointment.
Then meeting school mates at Esplanade to discuss group project.
Tired day, gonna sleep soon! :D

KIND SOUL IN NP

Last Friday, I lost my ez-link and student card in school.
But kind soul returned it to my school and I got it back.
One week after which is today, I lost it again.
Another kind soul return it to the library counter.
HAHAHAHAHA, I'm soooooo lucky!
Today actually planned to skipped school,
but in the end I still went, GOOD GIRL(:
Reached school, had practical and practical.
After that chiong straight to library used 2hours to complete NR.
Manage to finish it but found my card lost.
Went for NR and S&W after that, aerobics!
WOOOOOOOOO, so shiock! aerobics not bad uh,
although I look stupid as I don't really know the steps.
Then went to library's counter to check if anyone found my card,
and YES! Someone returned it! <3
After that bus-ed home and message love to meet out for dinner.
He said ok! Finally he got time for me!
Super happy, gonna faster prepare and wait for him to contact me! :D

HOLIDAY

One day of holiday just pass like this ):
Today was a happy yet awful day,
met love, his friends and Linda to study together.
NR is making me crazy seriously.
Being a nurse why would we have to write articles?
Stupid isn't it? ):
While studying love made me a herbal tea,
it smells and taste super awful but still force myself to drink it.
Cause it's made by him(:
Keep feel like vomiting for the whole day of today and yesterday night.
Super awful feeling, not much appetite as well.
Daddy cooked my favourite chicken wing,
I ate the rice with soup as it is better to chew,
and i threw away the chicken, feel so sinful ):
After that dinner love and friends bought lots and lots of KFC.
Love bought some for me but i seriously have no appetite.
Reached home and daddy bought my favourite Kueh Lapis.
Didn't eat as well, at this rate I can jolly well slim down le.
But I guess love's gonna kill me.

Today love told me something which I find it super sweet.
I'm actually the first girl he planned so much surprise for my birthday just to make me happy.
I asked him if he did this to his past girlfriend.
He said no, he only brought them out for dinner without giving any surprises.
Touched to hear that. That's why I'm so in love with him <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR

Yesterday was love's 23th birthday, 15/11/2010.
Did nothing much, went to his school to fetch him.
Book a Thai restaurant but love say he doesn't want me to treat him something so expensive.
So instead of spending the money on expensive food,
love and I went shopping, total spent over 100 bucks.
Love bought me a $79 headphone as my belated birthday present.
Hehee, love's mum bought him a headphone then he bought me a headphone.
Both of us got headphone as birthday present! :D
I used the money suppose to treat love eat to buy a dress from 'Dress Culture' $43.90.
Used the remaining money to buy love a laptop cooler.
After that went to love's house to watch 'Cruel Temptation'
Love send me home after that..

Love's birthday is finally over,
now it's time for me to concentrate on my studies.
Common test is coming, gonna seriously study hard(:

Love's birthday celebration

Celebrated love's birthday yesterday with his friends.
Gave love some surprise and he told me that he likes it!
Happy to hear that.
Went to sing K in the afternoon and steamboat in the evening.
The steamoat is the worst steamboat ever I SWEAR!
After went see sha with love and his friends and home sweet home.

Woke up at 9am today, prepared and head down to meet mummy.
Spent the whole morning till late night with mummy and cab down to meet love.
Chit-chat with love, waited till 12am..
Gave him a couple ring and a kiss ><
Celebrating his actual birthday with him later,
just the two of us, hehee.
Planning more surprises for my love again! :D

错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠

但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能

可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

hectic week..

Yesterday was a busy and tired yet fun day.
Reach school late, studied for few hours and went out with Linda.
Went to lots of places, after that suddenly missed Love a lot.
Called him and ask if he wants to meet and he directly reply me YES!
hehee, super happy eh. Thought he is too busy to meet me.
Train-ed down to Punggol. Spent few hours with love and bus-ed home.

Nothing much to say about today,
just hate my school more and more.
Studying all those no link cum bo liao module.
But what to do? That's life =/
Anyway I'm meeting love and my mummy tmr,
sooooooooo looking forward to it eh.
I miss my mummy and love <3

One and only

Had a talk with my love just now, feel so guilty towards him.
I'm always the one asking for more,
he is always the one trying to give me more.
and never complain about how tired he is.
After I've reached home he still message me,
 just to say sorry and he loves me.
Almost cried when I've read the message.
He is always so tolerance to me, no matter how much things I've asked for.
Through our this conversation I can seriously say that Ray Lim Jia will be my last and only boy in my life.
Because I will never ever find someone like him.

P.S  I love you, my Lim Jia <3

爱怎么断

才能潇洒来去
不留一丝遗憾
情字乱总来纠缠
伴无声的呐喊
我的心有牵绊
尝过酸甜苦辣
数不尽的悲欢
谁欠谁该怎么算
英雄低头也无力还

红尘谁能看穿
东势悬崖西有寂寞
阻拦
回忆走投无路痛成了习惯
谁告诉我该怎么办

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我的挣扎你不给答案
却又一厢情愿带我陷情关
等待变成伤感清醒太难
也只好任泪水泛滥
俗世红尘谁能承担
擦身而过却换来一生孤单
承诺或是拒绝你只给一半
爱不爱你都为难

busy busy and busy

Seriously feeling moody for the past few days AGAIN!
Don't know what happen to me uh, sick of it.
Feeling guilty towards my love as well,
he has to tolerate his moody girlfriend.
I don't mean it de uh, I also don't know what happen to me.
But I promise to treasure you, cherish you more than myself(:

Yesterday went back home from school to change and went to work.
For 3hours only, due to my school schedule.
After work love and Leon came to find me,
love bought my favourite chicken rice from other place for me.
Happy uh, he says cause I keep wanting to eat from that stall but dont't have the time thus he bought it for me.
So sweet of my love. <3

Going to work again later, from 2-10 or 2-11.
A bit sian uh, holiday still have to work work, no choice =/
Sometimes I really wonder, what's the past me like.
I've forgotten le eh..