Time flies fast, It's the last week of my holiday already.
Kind of she bu de, but what to do? =/
Seriously enjoyed my holiday with my love.
Swimming, BBQ, fishing, slacking at his house and shopping.
Although we had conflicts during this holiday,
it never stops me from loving him more.
Sunday is his CSO competition already,
nothing much I can do, only can stay by his side,
and give him motivation to go on.
Love just passed his BTT today, happy for him.

Attachment starting next week,
kind of sian,
imagine those life when u have to wake up at 4 plus in the morning,
and slept at 11plus in the night,
HOLYSHIT, It's totally different from my lifestyle now.
Still have to get scolding,
look at those peoples' face,
still smile at them after a 'lecture' from them ):
As what my love said "What to do? That's life, suck it up"

I'm a bad girl, bad daughter.
I only think of myself,
I treat people good is because of money.
I'm a bitch, a slut.
I'm not good enough to be my dad's daughter,
there I'm no longer his daughter, I'm a nobody

Went out with love and his friends today.
Otw home had a sudden thinking,
that I've been spending too much time with love,
till that I've neglected my daddy.
Somehow I feel guilty towards him but somehow I don't.
Cause I only have 3weeks of holiday,
that's why I really want to treasure my 3weeks of free time with my love.
After that I'll be having 3weeks of attachment,
I'll reach home early by then, go home straight after my work.
Can't even have much time with him.
No matter what I still love you Daddy

I get jealous easily, I show attitude when I'm upset.
I somehow control the things that you're doing,
because I don't want anything bad to happen to you.
I called you and expect you to answer no matter how busy you are,
because I want to seek your attention.
I message you and check my handphone every few seonds in case I missed your message,
because I miss you.
I spammed your phone sometime, afraid that you'll go missing.
I'm afraid of you to contact your ex, because I don't have confident in myself.

I'm afraid to lose you, because I really do love you :')