imy

Blog since I have the time to now, as I'm missing that 傻瓜.
Missing him like crazy, esp when I'm having my attachment now.
2days no meeting, is like hell to me already.
For the past few days, I kept reminding myself.
Thank god, you stayed in Singapore. You didn't go for China SIP.
Those weeks, i kept telling myself, let him go, it's for his good.
But i cried myself to sleep somehow.
Rmb so called our first dating place? Fort canning park.
Rmb the chicken rice stall at Katong? The little park near A's house?
Rmb the bah kut teh opposite Central?
Rmb those cup noodles under void deck at different places?
Yes i miss all of them now. These memories makes me miss you even more now.

Hope you'll get ur MP over fast and let's meet out soon alright? Imy

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Selamat Hari Raya

It's a PH today! After first day of attachment.
I just realise something, every first day of attachment,
I'll ask myself the same question over and over again.
Why would I ever ever choose Nursing as my Diploma?
Even though I'm in Year 2 now, I still deeply regret.
Daddy is being too stubborn,
he just refuse to let me quit Nursing,
even though I told him that this diploma is useless to me in the future.
19days of attachment then holiday for 3 freaking weeks ONLY.
THEN! assignment, project, presentation CT, bla bla bla lots of things.
When will all this things put to an end?
Getting tired of it..

Move on to my love, he's busy with his MP currently.
Don't really dare to disturb him,
scare he dulan then scold me. LOL!
Yesterday delivered love's fav cheese fries to his house.
Just hope by doing this will give him some motivation.

Today is a PH, yet is a home stay PH.
Cos I got no where else to go,
love is busy with MP and others is busy with their family.. damn sian!

with love and butter

Saturday was my Pharm paper, gone case already.
Think gonna retake the module =/
After paper went straight to mummy's house.
Mummy went oversea so I have to go and take care of butter.
Went there played with it and slept.
Love came in the evening and we spent our night together with butter.
Fed butter, walked it the next day before we go off.

Yesterday while eating lunch heard about love's past relationship again.
Although it's PAST, but I swear I still super mind.
Don't know why leh, just don't feel good.
Almost all his gf did so much for him,
yet I like didn't do much, feel so useless.
Didn't talk to him for a while,
but I wasn't angry with him eh, it's myself perhaps. haiz..

Study week day 1

Yeap, today is my first day of my 1 week study week.
Spam call precious early in the morning,
he answer and slept back answer and slept back.
Super pissed off.
Went to prepare and head-ed to his house to find him.
It was pouring like crazy,
so lazy me decided to take the cab.
Cab-ed to love's house, and studied.
After that cycled to nearest SPC and love's house to buy OCK.
OCK has been our favourite these few days.
After that went back to precious house to have dinner,
and watched the 9pm show, ' ON THE FRINGE' together.
After watching, love sent me home.
He cycled all the way from Punggol to Hougang,
and I was so relax sitting behind him.
HEHEHE, my love getting more and more ke ai le.

Tomorrow he promised to go and find BUTTER with me!
Will take more photo of BUTTER and post on FB :D

Happy 46th birthday Singapore!

Yeap, yesterday was Singapore's 46th birthday!
Celebrated with my love,
but instead of going to squeeze in the crowd to watch my fav parade.
We went to Botanical Garden for a walk.
Took lots and lots of photos,
from my love and my own camera.
Met love on the purple line train and we went to Outram Park.
Ate breakfast and the Everton Park's coffee shop.
Simple yet nice meal with my love.
Bus-ed to Botanical Garden,
the bus was freaking hot, makeup all gone case -.-
After that went to Yishun to see my love's fav bicycle.
He made me angry by missing my fav airshow and made me wait for him for so long cos of his bicycle.
Knowing that I'm angry, he try ways and means to make me laugh again.
Silly boy I have, and that's the reason for me loving him(:

PUPPY

Since young, I always wanted a puppy.
But in my family, it's so difficult, can say is impossible.
Everytime I go to park or anywhere,
when I see a owner walking a puppy,
my heart was filled with envy, yet there's nothing I can do.

There was once, a friend called me.
Telling me that there is a abandon dog somewhere.
Asked me want to adopt it or not,
without thinking I rushed down to see.
Cannot adopt, but at least I want the dog to be safe.
In the end, no other choice,
friend and I walked a distance just to carry the dog to the police station.
End up, SPCA's van came within half an hour.
I cried, feel so sad. If only I can adopt it.

Just now, mummy called me.
She said her friends got 2 puppies for her to adopt.
She actually ask for one only,
then she suddenly think of me and called me immediately.
Ask me if I'm intertested as I always wanted one.
Was happy upon hearing the news, but..
daddy came into my mind.
For the past few weeks or even months,
daddy and I had peace living together,
We didn't quarrel at all and we talked even more.
I know that once the puppy comes in,
daddy and I will sure quarrel again, and that's what I don't want.
I don't want to break this peace between us.
Therefore, I decided to call mummy later, and reject it.

Love called me after hearing the news.
I didn't know I was so upset about it,
I cried when I was telling love all my disappointment.
When in my life can I really have a puppy?
I really want it, but i rejected it, once again..
because I care about my daddy's feeling more than anything )':