just now heard from papa,
one of my auntie in malaysia only have 4mths life left.
due to a hard lump on her body,
which i dont know is what -.-
4 more mths, 说长不长，说短不短。
life.. is so unpredictable.
people do treasure people around you.
one may be playing around laughing at this moment.
but fainted and end up in the hospital the next moment.

just now papa bring me to somewhere. to do something.
im waiting for the REAL result on 22JUNE2009.
PLEASE! i dont wanna any more fake hope.
paiseh to say, i almost cry to tears just now! LOL!
i waited for FOUR DAMN years!

ohyahs, papa scolded me just now.
actually not really scold luhs.
he speaks quite loudly but can sense his worries.
he found an empty maggie mee pack again in the dustbin.
which means.. i ate maggie mee again!
he said i drop too much hair and ask me to stop eating le.
actually i eat is not only to save money lehs!
it's just that im soooooooo in love with MAGGIE MEE ~


EDITED! ~
it's 2am plus now. i went to bed and 1am just now.
toss and turn but just cant get to sleep.
i guess i have got used to sleep at 4am or 5plus le.
DAMN DAMN ~ 这不是我想要的生活.
tomorrow going FAREAST with cousin.

I've decided! im goin on a DIET!
damn luhs, im getting fatter and fatter.
as for the past one weeks im eating supper at 1am plus plus.
fei si wo le. no maggie mee for me anymore ~
NO RICE! NO SUPPER! and im going for jogging!
woooooooooooooooooo ~
i wonder how long i can TAHAN. ><