BBQ :D

Had a fun day yesterday.
Love came to find me in the morning,
&&&&&&& he returned me my itouch!
Very good hor? kns, cos he bought itouch 4.
Now I want to change with him =/
So love waited for me to prepare and we head down to Orchard.
Met friends and went to his friend's house for BBQ.
Quite fun uh, but Linda and my cook is a fail one -.-
After that sent Linda home and went to his friend's house.
Played Texas Poker, love won quite a lot.
But at the same time I used his money to play and lost a lot. HEHEHE.
Reahed home at 2plus, bathe and slept.

Now waiting for daddy to come home.
Eat dinner with him and gonna meet my love for coundown :D

明知道爱情并不牢靠

但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那麽累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那麽累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

LOVE TOOK MY ITOUCH AWAY!

Woke up ubler early this morning, like 9plus? =/
Prepare and went to meet mates for project work.
Reached at 1030, only 3 of us were there -.-
Was quite angry uh, but never mind.
Cause my Big Breakfast with Carel solve everything!
After that went to Esplanade library to do project work.
Did nothing much uh, as usual..
with TO4 girls around there comfirm will be GOSSIP.
That's why I'm soooooo in love with them :D
After that head to Serangoon shop to meet love.
He is late again! In my impression this holiday,
he'd never been early before! :@
Dinner at my house, CHICKEN RICE!
Went to love's house after that,
as usual I played my CSO and love prepare his fishing stuff.
Supper! KFC at his place and bus-ed home.

Love keep give me the ke lian face,
wants to borrow itouch from me.
Starting keep say nonono but end up i still lend.
After that I got cheated!
He kept playing like xiao hai zi then ignore me already =/

Sweet conversation that actually makes me tear :')

Ray says:

baby
dun heartache hao ma

Kelin says:
really leh
u dont know how i pass through that one year
no one knows
damn it

Ray says:
yep i'm certain that idk how u past through it
but i'm even more certain that ur boy will go through every obstacles ahead of us

A fun day with my love and his friends today.
Love had been sweet to me lately, and I love it <3
Met him at Sengkang today, accompany him to collect watch.
POWER RANGER WATCH! :D
Bus-ed down to E-HUB after that.
In the bus, on the way there,
love and I kept fighting with one another, super funny.
After that played CSO at LANSHOP.
Stress playing with them but fun afterall.
Had KFC as dinner and went to "Pond Star" to drink.
Drink drank drunk and home sweet home :D

Meeting my love tomorrow again,
that's why I love holiday, cos we will get to meet ALMOST everyday! <3

HEYA! Went facial with my mummy today!
Had fun shopping with her.
After that went her house, played with baby!
Home sweet home after that.

Meeting my love and his friends tomorrow.
Hope it will be a fun day :D

Today's attachment is a sad one,

seriously I almost cried out, shall not talk about it.

Yesterday went to love's house.
Actually wanted to play with both of his niece but they never go his house ):
Soooooo, slack-ed at love's house.
Played CSO, quite scary at first eh, so stress!
LOL, but after that ok le, love says got improvement eh! HEHE
After that went for dinner nearby his house and went home straight as got attachment the next MORNING!
Have to wake up like 4plus? ):

I'm missing you right now

LATE day out with love.

As what mention on my previous post.

I was suppose to meet love in the afternoon,

but he woke up so late that we have to meet in the evening.

Was quite angry with him,

but as usual he did silly things to make me laugh again.

When to Compass Point to look for present for his niece.

Had lunch there and train-ed down to Serangoon.

Nex is seriously a place full of food uh,

espciall basement1 and level 1 I think.

Love bought sweet corn and I bought "cai bing"

We eat as we shop, then we bought chocolate and Durian puff.

Went to void deck opposite,

love and I had a chat there.

Bus-ed to love's house after that,

watched a few funny videos, super funny!
After that love sent me to take cab and home sweet home.

Gonna go prepare now and head to love's house.

To celebrate for his niece birthday.

Wonder if she will like the present we give her :D

TORTURE YESTERDAY ):

Yesterday was a torture night for me.
Took my last CT paper, didn't do well.
Comfirm fail. After that went to have KFC as lunch.
Then went for Aerobics, super tiring.
After that went home prepare and went to meet love and friends.
Went for my dental appointment after that.
Put 2screws in my gum, It's super pain I swear.
Even with the numbness on my gum I still can feel the pain.
I cried during the process, love says he can hear me shouting from outside.
After that love walked me home and he cab-ed home.
Before the numbness reduce I quickly prepare and sleep straight away.

Woke up today, then I realise not much pain in my gum leh.
Should be painful one leh, 2screws in ur gum leh!
The doctor screw it in machiam my gum is cardboard.
Now waiting for love to wake up then going out to shopping.
He said give him another half an hour to rest,
yet going to 2hours le he haven't contact me.
Love ah love, you're always so PIG! :@

FISHING WITH LOVE

Woke up quite early today, about 11plus? :D
Love said he will come in the morning to my house to wake me up!
But he overslept -.-
He called me at around 12 plus, and slept back till 2plus.
Although he insisted he didn't,
that's what his mother said to me! :D
Waited for love to prepare and headed down to mall to meet love and love's mother.
Wasn't in a good mood, kept quiet for sometime,
until love keep disturbing me, doing stupid stuff.
Makes me laugh and cheer up again, thats my love <3
After that bus-ed to love's house from Hougang Plaza.
Waited for love to prepare fishing stuff and head down for the XO fish head soup again.
AWESOME! Ate with love's family and went to Punggol End for fishing.
Fish till 12plus with love's friend and bus-ed home.

Meeting love tomorrow again!
Love got family lunch and dinner he asked me to join.
So long since I've ate together with his family,
therefore I'm going tomorrow! :D

Fareast with love

The day before yesterday love was super sweet eh.

I think I too stress for the past few days,
till I cried for nothing. LOL
Told love about it throught the phone,
then he gave me a surprise by coming my house downstair at 11plus.
Just because I told him I was sad, such a sweet boy.

Yesterday went out with my love,
I got no school due to exam,
love morning called me at 11am.
Prepared and head down to love's school to fetch him.
Seriously, MY BLADDER ALMOST BURST!
His school is a maze to me, I can't even find the toilet.
Have to ask the students there, so paiseh ><
After that bus-ed to town and shopping with love.
Eyes swollen eh, a bit sian uh.
Then raining very heavily we can't go other shopping mall.
After that went back to Hougang to see doctor.
Doctor says is infection on my eyelid cause my eyelid is sensitive -.-
Then bus-ed to love's house but we overslept and end up in the interchange..

Went to love's house slack awhile and head down to the coffee shop for XO fish head soup.
AWESOME! slack a while more and head-ed home. :D

DONE! :D

Yes done! Done with my NSL practical.
As usual, one of the lecturer tried to fail me by catching my hair colour.
As usual I still pass despite her failing me.
HAHAHHA, was so shiock when I know I pass.
Don't get it, this time I even put in effort to cover my hair colour.
Put hairnet on it, even my friend also say not obvious.
Another girl, AD student, she just talk to her nicely,
ask her to dye back before attachment.
What the shit, super biased.
Even Linda can tell the differences. Super suck.
Ohwell no matter what I still pass.
Thanks to the lecturer actually, I force myself to study just to pass the practical and piss her off.
After that stay back for make up lecture.
and reached home(:

):

Done with my CMBio test today,
can make it, thanks to my friends.
Reached home not long and started with NSL.
Practical tmr and NR class test on Friday.
Next week common test after that attachment for 2weeks.
Never ending stress. Super sian.
Tried to call love just now, he seems to be busy with his stuff as well.
Wished he was beside me now,
feeling super stress and helpless ):

DAY OUT WITH MY LOVE

Went out whole day with my love today,
just the 2 of us! Went to a lot a lot of places.
Love came my house in the afternoon to fetch me.
Then bus-ed to XIMLIM Tower to buy love's stuff.
Walked to 'Golden Mile Tower' for our steamboat.
I think it's quite nice eh, but quatity too little, not satisfied enough =/
After that cab-ed to bugis and shopping!
Love bought a shirt, quite special, I like!
I bought a shorts. the $18 which I've seen before with Elaine and Yujia.
After that walk walk and train-ed home.
Ended today quite early as love's going fishing with his brother.
Love sent me to take bus after that and home sweet home.

Tomorrow is a busy day for me. Got dentle appointment.
Then meeting school mates at Esplanade to discuss group project.
Tired day, gonna sleep soon! :D

KIND SOUL IN NP

Last Friday, I lost my ez-link and student card in school.
But kind soul returned it to my school and I got it back.
One week after which is today, I lost it again.
Another kind soul return it to the library counter.
HAHAHAHAHA, I'm soooooo lucky!
Today actually planned to skipped school,
but in the end I still went, GOOD GIRL(:
Reached school, had practical and practical.
After that chiong straight to library used 2hours to complete NR.
Manage to finish it but found my card lost.
Went for NR and S&W after that, aerobics!
WOOOOOOOOO, so shiock! aerobics not bad uh,
although I look stupid as I don't really know the steps.
Then went to library's counter to check if anyone found my card,
and YES! Someone returned it! <3
After that bus-ed home and message love to meet out for dinner.
He said ok! Finally he got time for me!
Super happy, gonna faster prepare and wait for him to contact me! :D

HOLIDAY

One day of holiday just pass like this ):
Today was a happy yet awful day,
met love, his friends and Linda to study together.
NR is making me crazy seriously.
Being a nurse why would we have to write articles?
Stupid isn't it? ):
While studying love made me a herbal tea,
it smells and taste super awful but still force myself to drink it.
Cause it's made by him(:
Keep feel like vomiting for the whole day of today and yesterday night.
Super awful feeling, not much appetite as well.
Daddy cooked my favourite chicken wing,
I ate the rice with soup as it is better to chew,
and i threw away the chicken, feel so sinful ):
After that dinner love and friends bought lots and lots of KFC.
Love bought some for me but i seriously have no appetite.
Reached home and daddy bought my favourite Kueh Lapis.
Didn't eat as well, at this rate I can jolly well slim down le.
But I guess love's gonna kill me.

Today love told me something which I find it super sweet.
I'm actually the first girl he planned so much surprise for my birthday just to make me happy.
I asked him if he did this to his past girlfriend.
He said no, he only brought them out for dinner without giving any surprises.
Touched to hear that. That's why I'm so in love with him <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR

Yesterday was love's 23th birthday, 15/11/2010.
Did nothing much, went to his school to fetch him.
Book a Thai restaurant but love say he doesn't want me to treat him something so expensive.
So instead of spending the money on expensive food,
love and I went shopping, total spent over 100 bucks.
Love bought me a $79 headphone as my belated birthday present.
Hehee, love's mum bought him a headphone then he bought me a headphone.
Both of us got headphone as birthday present! :D
I used the money suppose to treat love eat to buy a dress from 'Dress Culture' $43.90.
Used the remaining money to buy love a laptop cooler.
After that went to love's house to watch 'Cruel Temptation'
Love send me home after that..

Love's birthday is finally over,
now it's time for me to concentrate on my studies.
Common test is coming, gonna seriously study hard(:

Love's birthday celebration

Celebrated love's birthday yesterday with his friends.
Gave love some surprise and he told me that he likes it!
Happy to hear that.
Went to sing K in the afternoon and steamboat in the evening.
The steamoat is the worst steamboat ever I SWEAR!
After went see sha with love and his friends and home sweet home.

Woke up at 9am today, prepared and head down to meet mummy.
Spent the whole morning till late night with mummy and cab down to meet love.
Chit-chat with love, waited till 12am..
Gave him a couple ring and a kiss ><
Celebrating his actual birthday with him later,
just the two of us, hehee.
Planning more surprises for my love again! :D

错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠

但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能

可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

hectic week..

Yesterday was a busy and tired yet fun day.
Reach school late, studied for few hours and went out with Linda.
Went to lots of places, after that suddenly missed Love a lot.
Called him and ask if he wants to meet and he directly reply me YES!
hehee, super happy eh. Thought he is too busy to meet me.
Train-ed down to Punggol. Spent few hours with love and bus-ed home.

Nothing much to say about today,
just hate my school more and more.
Studying all those no link cum bo liao module.
But what to do? That's life =/
Anyway I'm meeting love and my mummy tmr,
sooooooooo looking forward to it eh.
I miss my mummy and love <3

One and only

Had a talk with my love just now, feel so guilty towards him.
I'm always the one asking for more,
he is always the one trying to give me more.
and never complain about how tired he is.
After I've reached home he still message me,
 just to say sorry and he loves me.
Almost cried when I've read the message.
He is always so tolerance to me, no matter how much things I've asked for.
Through our this conversation I can seriously say that Ray Lim Jia will be my last and only boy in my life.
Because I will never ever find someone like him.

P.S  I love you, my Lim Jia <3

爱怎么断

才能潇洒来去
不留一丝遗憾
情字乱总来纠缠
伴无声的呐喊
我的心有牵绊
尝过酸甜苦辣
数不尽的悲欢
谁欠谁该怎么算
英雄低头也无力还

红尘谁能看穿
东势悬崖西有寂寞
阻拦
回忆走投无路痛成了习惯
谁告诉我该怎么办

--

我的挣扎你不给答案
却又一厢情愿带我陷情关
等待变成伤感清醒太难
也只好任泪水泛滥
俗世红尘谁能承担
擦身而过却换来一生孤单
承诺或是拒绝你只给一半
爱不爱你都为难

busy busy and busy

Seriously feeling moody for the past few days AGAIN!
Don't know what happen to me uh, sick of it.
Feeling guilty towards my love as well,
he has to tolerate his moody girlfriend.
I don't mean it de uh, I also don't know what happen to me.
But I promise to treasure you, cherish you more than myself(:

Yesterday went back home from school to change and went to work.
For 3hours only, due to my school schedule.
After work love and Leon came to find me,
love bought my favourite chicken rice from other place for me.
Happy uh, he says cause I keep wanting to eat from that stall but dont't have the time thus he bought it for me.
So sweet of my love. <3

Going to work again later, from 2-10 or 2-11.
A bit sian uh, holiday still have to work work, no choice =/
Sometimes I really wonder, what's the past me like.
I've forgotten le eh..

My birthday celebration!

TEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEE, I'm finally BACK! from chalet(:
I had a super uber unforgettable birthday celebration,
thanks to my love and his friend.

First night of chalet, 25 oct 2010.
I reached the chalet at 10pm with my love.
His friends is all there already,
love told me he went to smoke then I sat down to chat with his friends.
Around an hour later, one of his friend told me that Love got something to tell me.
Ask me to go to the beach and look for him.
Find it weird but I still went.
The moment I walked out of the chalet,
Candles leading my way to the beach,
and I saw my love there standing at the beach waiting for me.
There is still " happy b'day" word on the beach made of cups and candles.
I sat down on the table they brought there and eat food cooked by love's friend.
Few minutes later fireworks were seen, made by love's friend.
Super shock! I cried, love was super sweet.
Went back to the chalet after that and more surprises came to me.
My poster with name paste on the wall.
I was drunk on that night.

26oct 2010
I skipped the morning lectre and went to school at 3pm for an hour lesson.
Went into the class, sat a while then suddenly the whole class sang happy birthday song to me super touched!
After school went back to chalet and love's friend were preparing for my BBQ.
after BBQ ate cake bought by love and SLEEP!

I had a unforgettable birthday celebration I swear!
Knowing my love, RAY LIM JIA is the best thing in my life <3

TIME TO BLOG!

Yeah, finally I got the time and mood to blog.
Finally last day of attachment ended yesterday.
But I did a super uber silly things,
love came to fetch me home, and while standing outside the door,
I realise that I didn't bring my key, how silly can I be -.-
After that went to buy some clothes and went to love's house to change.
Going out with my love later, but he still sleeping like a PIG!

Below were the photos taking at love's brother's wedding.
My love very shuai shuai eh(:

Fun and surprise day today, first of all I must really say my love dote on me a lot!
met MOOMOO for steamboat at around 7plus.
Ate and went for pool at Hougang Plaza.
After that went home and talked on phone with my love.
Complained to him that I'm hungry even though I just ate my steamboat -.-
He told me that he went to cycle around his house,
asked him to becareful before I hang up my call.
Guess what? He call me roughly 45mins later and tell me he's under my block.
Got super shock! Changed and rushed down to meet him.
I was super touched and happy I swear.
After that walked to ave8 and had our supper, PRATA!
Love sent me home before cycling back.

My boy is just simply so silly and sweet.
Always surprise me when I least expected.
Always doing silly yet funny things to cheer me up.
Tease me after he made me angry.
How would I ever live without someone like him <3

The wide distance between us,
no matter how far it is, here I am still trying <3

I LOVE RAY!

Hehee, another tired and yet a happy day today.
As usual, slept at 2am, woke up at 4am and went for my attachment.
Were super sleepy can! Those type of sleepy when I can fall asleep while standing.
After attachment met love outside SGH,
went to look for my evening gown and sister's dress.
Got soooooo fan nao, so much money to spend.
So much debts to pay.
Love was sweet uh, insist on helping me to pay my debts.
But i rejected, silly boy, I won't take your money uh.
The reason is simple, I dont want our relationship to be destroy by money.

I MISS YOU

I miss you baby, I've been missing you like crazy.
Even when you're just beside me,
I still miss you.
Even when we've just kissed goodbye,
I still miss you.
Even when I know that I'm meeting you later,
I still miss you.
Although I just got a feeling you won't see my blog,
I just miss you.

I've been having terrible attitude and mood swing these few days.
Little bit things regardless of at work or at home or outside,
I just get pissed off, hate myself now. )':

Happen to pass by your blog,
for KK's birthday thing I'm really sorry.
Believe that is the reason a not,
I don't think there is a need to lie to you.
Yeah, I did went out with my boyfriend that day.
But he is the one paying most of the things,
I didn't fork out much money.

Feel so tired of it already,
everyone said I'm changing cause I've got boyfriend.
Others say what I don't really care, but you're my friend!
You should understand me more than anyone else!
Telling people we are sisters and end up that's what you think about me.
I'm disappointed in you,
you've boyfriend before, you should know how I'm feeling now.

BUKIT TIMAH NATURE RESERVE! <3

TEEHEE! Went out with my love today,
bus-ed to Clementi, had our lunch at a malay store.
Quite nice eh the food there,
after that walked a super uber long journey.
Walked around bukit timah nature reserve.
Spent 2hours there, climb up and down like money.
Sweating like hell, I think this time I can slim down already. LOL
Saw monkey and squirral, the monkey super cute eh.
After that had dinner as chicken rice at bukit timah plaza,
bus-ed home after that, slept on love's shoulder,
shiock uh, den woke up and love slept on my shoulder.
Sweet uh? heheeee,

Not meeting love tomorrow already,
as I'm working and he needs to save money for my evening gown.

Got a feeling like love spend a lot on me, so guilty ><

I seriously hate myself for being weak uh.
What really has happen to me?
I can cry at random times,
on the bus, watching tv, using computer.
My mood just can change within few minutes.
Sometimes I would ask myself, why am I crying?
But I really dont know eh.
Boyfriend sometimes will ask me too,
I just tell him I'm tired, it's not that i dont want to tell him.
It's just that I dont even know what happen to myself.
I don't want him to worry uh..

So woke up today, prepared and head-ed to bf's house.
Bf was busy updating my phone while i watch tv.
After that prepare again and head-ed to a hotel with bf's family for food-tasting.
The food there is nice uh,
so looking forward to the wedding, should be a fun day!
After that went home to watch 'Cruel Temptation' with love.
Love sent me to take bus,
was sad cause all those sweet messages love send me was being deleted.
But everyything was alright after love said all sweet things to me.
Reached home and received a longggg message from love.
Cried while reading his message, YEAH CRIED!
I need to be strong seriously. (:

Love says he is bringing me to PULA UBIN tmr.
Yeah! :D

Accidently deleted my previous blogskin's templete.
So using blogger's skin now, not bad leh.
Today is quite a fun day uh,
went out to town with Elaine and Yujia.
Were chit-chatting all the way.
Reach Plaza Singapura, had HongKong Cafe as lunch again!
SEAFOOD CONGEE! Haha, intro it to Yujia,
she said it's nice too! HEHE :D
After that shopped at Bugis street,
saw this $18 shorts, really simple and nice.
But cannot try eh, so didn't buy. Sad ):

Train-ed to Tampines to meet Love,
went to Tampines1 and bought a bracelet from love's friend's shop.
After that went to walk around chinatown,
had dinner at a special shop with love,
the shop sells all malay food and I've got a feeling machiam I'm at malaysia. LOL
After that met Linda to take back my itouch.
Love took train to Harbourfront and I took back home.
Don't really want him to go uh,
but what to do?

woke up at 1plus today,

actually woke up at 10plus already.

Cause no mood then slept till 1plus.

Had some conflict with love.

Love sent me one message super sweet,

he feels something within him when he know I'm going out with a guy.

Cause he is really in love with me.

My silly boy, since the first day I'm with you,

my love for you just increase and never decrease.

Went to town with Jennifer,

had HK Cafe with her, SEAFOOD CONGEE!

shiocka! After that train-ed to Tampines to meet my love,

had a super shiock dinner with him at the void deck.

Cab-ed to love's house after that,

slacked and board the last bus home.

Going out with Elaine and friends tomorrow.

Excited uh, after that still meeting love after his paper.

Then meeting Linda to get my itouch back!

Attachment next week already, super sian ):

This week seems to pass sooooooooo fast! ><

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOORING DAY ):

Today is a super duper boring day uh.
My dear went to school early in the morning today,
after that went out with his friends.
Called mummy plan to meet her out,
but she seems to be busy too.
Then dut to saving money,
poor me just stay at home and waste the day today ):
Spent my day watchin tv and using lappy.
Went for dinner with daddy just now.
Not bad uh, saved one mealm oney again! HEHE ><

Love is going to ph on wed with his friends.
Don't really want him to go uh,
but he go there to accompany his friends, what to do(:

Fishing with my baby today.
Woke up at 12plus, meet Linda at Hougang Mall to pass her itouch.
While love was busy helping his brother to move house.
After that went love's house straight,
waited for love to prepare and head-ed to fish.
Punggol End seriously changed soo much since love and I first met.
When fishing that time, I think cause I'm too tired.
I feel mood, don't feel like talking and I felt asleep.
Love kept asking me why am I in a bad mood,
did anyone bully me? Love is so sweet.
I'm sorry baby, I don't mean it but I guess I'm too tired.
Fish till 10plus and went back to love's house.
Pestered love to cook me maggie mee and he did!
I love maggie mee cooked by love,
cause it's sooooooooo nice <3

Love's gonna be busy for the next 3days.
So sian uh, my last week of holiday already,
yet love needs to busy cause of his study.
What to do? Wait for him till he is free lo.
But I'm super sure my love will leave some time for me! :D

I was messenging with my love just now.
AND! He never reply my message already.. PIG!
P.I.G! But I still love you my baby <3

Love took this while walking back to his house(:

YOOHOO! Finally my tired work end already!

Super happy, but today's work also super pai seh uh.

I talk to the wrong customer ><

The customer still ask me are you sure u are talking to the right person?

OMO! After work love came to fetch me.

He say he promised to come and fetch me and so he will come no matter what!

Had supper opposite Compass Point,

walked home with love till his house,

I sang "xiao jiu wo" to love, hehee!

Sweet right? :D

Meeting love tomorrow again!

This year is seriously a happy year for me!
Cause I have my love, RAY <3

Today is simply a super duper tired day for me.
Woke up at 1plus, called love to wake him up too,
prepared and head-ed to Compass Point.
Love super silly leh, ate at home le yet still bought 2plates of rice.
Bought already, settle down already then he remembers -.-
Love sent me off to go and he went fishing.
After my 15mins break during work,
my eyes get super itchy and I've got no choice but to remove the contact lens.
Remove one side only somemore -.-
cause, I can't see properly if I removed both while working.
Dad came to fetch me and I bought supper.
Tmr gonna work again, tired uh.
But thinking of the happy face love will have on his birthday..
I think it's worth it <3

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL

lol, celebrated mooncake festival with love and his family yesterday.
Went to meet love at mall yesterday, he sold his E72.
Then went to buy mooncake for his family and head-ed to his house.
After that went to Tampines Mall,
love wanted to buy Iphone but there isn't any stock left.
Love seems to be so disappointed.
Went back to his house after that.
Slack slack slack and ate mooncake as dinner together with his family.
It's good to have family like love's uh.
Celebrating different festival together,
sat down in a round table and talking about everyone's daily stuff.
I'm seriously short of cash uh,
got wedding invitation from love's brother,
seriously got to save up le.
Lots of things to buy..

My leg is super duper ultra itchy uh.
scratch untill bleed already,
got beaten by love cause i scratch my leg, super cute.
Love say is sandflies, OMO! get well soon my leggie. LOL

Super duper ultra SUEY morning I had today.
Suppose to wake up at 930 today,
yesterday set my phone to silent mode and forgot to on it back.
My alarm rang but I didn't hear it.
Woke up at 11am plus,
rushed to prepare, planned to on call cab as it was raining and I was feeling super tired.
Called for cab the moment I left house,
Then I noticed the lift was under maintence.
Super shit, otw walking down the stairs still no one pick up the cab hotline.
Called for different numbers of hotline but NONE answer!
Reached bus-stop and missed TWO cab.
Took bus to love's house downstair and bought him breakfast.
YEAH! BREAKFAST! The reason for my sway-ness -.-
But I promised his mummy le mah,
so must help him buy..

Went to Compass Point with love in the afternon,
to get my debit card and love posted something at SingPost.
Bought bubble tea and bus-ed home.
Love started packing his stuff while I was watching TV and reading my book.
Had dinner at love's house and his friend came to find him.
Love accompanied me to wait for bus and went drinking with his friend after that.

I'm excited for tomorrow!
Love says he is coming to find me in the morning!
While I'm sleeping, super xinfu can.
The moment you wake up and see your love ones beside you is the best moment ever.
Love's bringing me out tmr, YEAH! :D

Dear fringe, kindly grow longer please.
I hate you now, though you're being cut by love,
I STILL HATE YOU(:

This afternoon is a super boring afternoon.
Went to love's house to wake him up at 11plus.
Then from 12plus to 4plus we were just busy fighting,
I was watching tv and he kept disturbing me while using his desktop.
Love helped me to cut my fringe as I kept complaining it was too long.
BUT! He cut it REAL SHORT! super regret.
Feel like crying at first uh,
but he never fails to make me laugh with his stupid behaviour.
Waited for love to prepare and we headed to fish at punggol end.
Fish till 10plus, love went to meet his friends to drink while I went home.

Meeting love again tomorrow, HEHE! <3

vhnudshfidusge, went to love's house at around 6plus yesterday.
Was quite angry, shall not talking about it.
Waited love at his house while he went out a while.
Waited for him to prepare and we head-ed to study.
Was reading my books while love is studying.
Then fell asleep at love's house and went home at around 3plus.

Love just finished his last paper today.
Called him once I received his msg,
and he sounds like the paper wasn't bad for him.

Holiday is coming and we can spend more time together.
Seriously very happy uh, just wanna spend my these 3weeks of holiday with him.
Cause after these 3weeks of holiday I've another 3 weeks of attachment ):

Slept at 2plus yesterday, cousin came my room to woke me up at 12plus. -.-
woke up had lunch and chat with cousin.
She knows that I have a boyfriend sia,
not only her, relative in Malaysia know.
Should be my dad went to tell them,
but for what sia? Nothing to be proud of leh.
He is the one that said our love is a puppy love,
sure break up sooner or later,
but we've been together for 6months already.
Now, thinking that it's still puppy love,
still went to tell all the relatives, seriously for what?

Love called me after he woke up just now.
He is going to study in the evening,
and I plan to meet him!
Though he is studying but I just want to keep him accompany,
and that's what love wants too! HEHE :D

Went out with love for movie today.

Had Pizza Hut as our lunch and went to buy ticket,

took quite long to decide which to watch..

Before movie we went to Fort Caning Park.

Love was evil! The weather was super hot,

I want to go Central shop shop he insist to go to the park =

Kana bitten by a lot of mosquito too.

Love laughed at me then end up he got bitten on his stomach.

Super funny, after that headed to Marina Square i think, for our movie.

Watched "To The Distance" I think, forgot the title.

The show super super funny, rate 8/10

After movie went to disturb love's friend while he is working..

Then dinner at KPT, ate tomyam with rice, niceee ~

Train-ed home with love and home sweet home.

Seriously enjoyed my day today

Boyfriend is busying with his studies this few days.
After my last paper today I got seriously damn bored.
But hehave to concentrate on his studies!
Soooooooooooooo boring! ):

Studying tonight so take the time to blog before I head for a nap.
Yesterday went to study with love and his friend.
Quite well uh, things I've studied really came out today.
But not much, doubt I will pass this paper =/
Love having his first paper today, wish him all the best uh.

Past few days were just busy studying uh.
The day before yesterday when I was studying with Jr.
Love came and find me suddenly.
Jr and I got super shocked, hehee.
Love is sweet, give me surprise as and when.
Wednesdays is my last paper and I'm FREE from exam!
But really very very scare eh, what if I have to retake the module again?
I DON'T WANT!!!!! ):

Was waiting for love's call last night.
But he fell asleep! arghhh, silly boy.
Love called me at 9plus today while I was sleeping,
just to tell me that he fell asleep yesterday.
Went back to sleep after that and he called me at 12plus -.-
He is having his lecture till 3pm and I'm meeting him later!
HEHEE! Can meet again today! Super happy uh. :D

HAPPY uh! hehee, yesterday went to help mummy to move house.
Then had dinner with mummy and went to find love at ECP.
Fish till morning 5am went to have breakfast,
headed to his house to sleep till the afternoon.
My life is happy uh, provided my that can learn to let things go.
He keep tying himself to the past,
don't allow me to do this and that.
No point uh, if I want to do something,
I will sure find a way, no matter how he stop.

Had a very bad dinner with him just now.
The only thinking in my mind is that I think i should concentrate
in my studies, get a good career then leave this place.
I don't want to be a sandwich inbetween them anymore.
I just want to lead a peaceful and happy life with my dear(:

Feeling like crying, no tears coming out.
Can feel the heartache, but nothing helps..

Love manage to wake up today.
Met him at interchange and went to meet mummy.
Had dimsum for our lunch and headed to mum's house to pack things.
Pack things into cartons and love's friends came to help after that.
One of love's friend drove all the things there.
And other two of love's friend help us carry things.
Really thanks them a lot a lot.
But love knocked his head towards the van's door.
A BIG bun came out, feeling real heart pain at that moment.

After that went to have dinner at east coast park.
Went home with mum and love went to relax with his friends.
He ough to relax uh, now his holiday and yet helping my mum to move house.

Currently got a girl love know through his work de.
She sounds like she is interested with love uh.
Then love keep talking about her wanna make me jealous.
Got angry and asked him to go away and find that girl.
Then he said he only want me, <33
Such a sweet guy!

Seriously feeling super guilty now eh,
love is having a headache and yet he is waking up early to help my mum.
My mum is moving house so love is helping her to shift things.
Really super damn guilty la, shouldn't have ask him in the first place.
Elaine! How? >:(

Spent my day today with my love again!
Woke up at 10plus today, prepared and headed to his house.
Reached at the right time!
Love just woke up when I reached his house.
Had lunch and headed to ave8 with him and his brother.
After that went to walk around mall and plaza with love.
Had dinner at his house and slack slack slack.
While slacking I was playing with love's desktop while he playing my itouch.
He super cute uh, see wad game looks nice than download.
Love sent me home after that,
now waiting for him to online than we can webcam! <3

Studying with Linda in school tomorrow.
Love coming to fetch me after that!
WEEHEE! <33333

Woke up at 9plus today, prepared and headed to love's house.
Woke love up and he cooked maggie mee for me! <3
After that slack slack at his house and we went fishing!
At punggol end, brought lots of food there!
Tibits and cup noodles! love brought water there to boil as well.

Love's friend asked him a question..
Will his gf be jealous seeing him taking photo with so many girls?
Then love replied, "trust"
Hehee, yeah I trust my love uh,
because he trust me too! :D

Going love's house in the morning tomorrow again!
Got baby going his house tmr, can play with baby! :DD

Carel called me up at 6plus yesterday morning.
Prepared and headed to school, had our remedial lesson.
Spent 2-3 hourse studying for our coursework test after that..
I think our study method are effective uh,
manage to memorise what we are suppose to!

Went home straight after that,
didn't go for dance practise as I was really very tired.
Went home to sleep for an hour and meet moomoo for chilling session,
MR CURRY as dinner :D
Drank at clarke quey and love came to find me with his friends.
Went to drink with his friends again and bus-ed home after that,
slept in love's huggie, <33
Accompanied them for supper and they sent me home.

Love came my house at 12plus today to wake me up.
Prepared and headed down to rivermall and riveplaza shop shop.
Now at home waiting for daddy to come home and have dinner together(:

Ahahahahaha, woke up at 9plus today.
Reached love's place at 10plus.
On the way teacher called me telling me got retest today,
as my coursework percentage is far too low.
Waited for love to pack his stuff and he accompanied me to school.
Touched eh, accompany me to school, so far away!
Pei me study for an hour and waited for me to finish the paper.
Bus-ed down to amk for dinner and went home.

Tomorrow gonna be a busy day,
Got remedial lesson, another retest, dance and drinking session.
After drinking love says he's coming to find me!
happy happy uh :D

Hehee, a post before I head to my bed.
Went to bishan with Elaine and Jasline in the afternoon.
Bought present for Esther and train-ed down to bugis.
Dropped too early ended up at Dhoby Ghaut.
kana say by them ):

Shop shop, bought a top, skirt and purse.
Went for dinner with daddy and head down to mall to meet love.
Love was super sweet, he gave me a kiss and said happy valentine to me.
I got shock then he said cause it's lunar valentine's day.
Haha, so sweet of him!
Purposely walked one big round to reach my house from mall.
Sent him to take bus and went back home to webcam with him.
Showed the skirt I bought then he says too short.
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Love : Don't wear la, too short.
Me : But $15 leh! Don't wear like wasted.
Love : Then I rather pay u back the money than let people see you.

awwww, so sweet of him! <3
Hehee, gonna sleep le, going his house to wake him up at 9AM tomorrow!
GOSHHHH! Need to help him pack his things! ):

Yoohoo! I had a happy day today!
Skipped my chinese dance and went out with love the whole day!
Hehee, went to town area, shop here and there.
love never fails to make me laugh like crazy.
Took neoprint with love as well.
Asked him to paste on his wallet or handphone he don't want.
Cos he's afraid it might drop out, silly boy <3
Actually intend to buy couple ring,
but love ask me to wait for him to get his pay next month.
He wanted to buy those stainless steel expensive ring.
cos he know we will wear it for very long.
awwww, so sweet of him uh? hehee.

Meeting love tmr and the day after tmr as well.
Hahaa! That's why I'm so in love with holiday!
Cos i can get to meet him almost everyday! :D

After persuading him for long, love decided to let me go drinking with friends.
He feel unsafe to let me go, but he wanted me to happy.
So he agreed! He dotes on me, and I know! <3
Last two days something happened between love and I.
Don't want to post it out, cos i want this blog to have all my happy memories only :D

Finally feel a bit relax after the two practical test today.
Had nsl practical first, the teacher super shit.
She caught my hair, starting she says my hair colour too bright,
asked me when I will dye back and I said before the upcoming attachment.
After that she says she don't like my baby hair,
dont look 'professional'. Ok lo, I put wax on my fringe,
which I seriously hate the most!
Never put wax before in 19 years of my life.
After that she still say my hair colour unaccepted,
but wad can i do sia? Unless she go buy hair spray for me lo.
den she says i can't take the practical test,
Linda and Carel got shock and hurry help to tie up my hair.
Great friend I have uh? But she don't allow them to help me.
She raised her voice at me, ask me go toilet retie my bun.
I straight say in her face "I don't need a mirror to tie my hair"
There she finally goes SPEECHLESS! That feeling really damn shiock.
She minus 2.5% of the practical marks from me.
But sad uh, I STILL PASS! ahahahahahahaha

After that had aap practical and chinese dance.
Then went to get a new copy of my MC as i lost it.
Got it and went mall to meet love and his friend for dinner.
Relax a while at the playground and went home.
Waiting for love to reach home now then we can talk on phone, hehee!

Going mummy's house tomorrow, long since I went her house.
But love isn't free to go with me uh! =/

yoohoo! Yesterday was a seriously very happy day uh!
Went on a date with love! hehee
but sian uh, I wore heels for a few hours only leg cannot tahan le.
Spent $40 on flats -.-
after that went to shop shop at town area,
den went to take neoprint at Bugis! hehee

Just woke up not long ago, going to prepare and heading down to Temasak Polytechnic.
Helping love to pay for his school fees as he is working for YOG now.
BUT! His last stop is at Temasak Poly as well!
So.. we are meeting later for dinner!
hehee, but gonna study ltr while waiting for him uh,
cos got TWO practical test tmr, which i have YET to study.
muahahahahha, DIE! =.=

Hehehehehe, yesterday was a fun fun day uh.
Woke up at 9am plus plus, realise that it's raining.
Thought outing was cancel so I went back to sleep.
After that woke up at 10plus, prepared and head down to sentosa.
Met TO4 and we had a super duper fun day.
Too bad my mensus came therefore I cant go in the water.
After that went to meet love and his friend for dinner.
went to love's house to relax a while,
chit chat with his family den went home to sleep.

Woke up this morning and went to work,
as promoter at OG chinatown with Weiping.
had KFC lunch with her and Shaoming den dinner daddy came to fetch me.
Went to buy heels for tomorrow!
Going out on a date with love to celebrate national day!
but daddy ask me to reach home early tomorrow eh,
cos lunar seventh month, but never mind uh.
Better then nothing! LOL :D