I seriously hate myself for being weak uh.
What really has happen to me?
I can cry at random times,
on the bus, watching tv, using computer.
My mood just can change within few minutes.
Sometimes I would ask myself, why am I crying?
But I really dont know eh.
Boyfriend sometimes will ask me too,
I just tell him I'm tired, it's not that i dont want to tell him.
It's just that I dont even know what happen to myself.
I don't want him to worry uh..

So woke up today, prepared and head-ed to bf's house.
Bf was busy updating my phone while i watch tv.
After that prepare again and head-ed to a hotel with bf's family for food-tasting.
The food there is nice uh,
so looking forward to the wedding, should be a fun day!
After that went home to watch 'Cruel Temptation' with love.
Love sent me to take bus,
was sad cause all those sweet messages love send me was being deleted.
But everyything was alright after love said all sweet things to me.
Reached home and received a longggg message from love.
Cried while reading his message, YEAH CRIED!
I need to be strong seriously. (:

Love says he is bringing me to PULA UBIN tmr.
Yeah! :D