went to ask my girl about hostel in NP.
if really got a choice i really wanna leave this house.
they controlling me too much le.
feel so suffocated. i feel really damn guilty.
especially when my friends have to change their timing cos of me.
i tried lots of ways le, sit down talked nicely with him.
but seems that they controlling me even more.
the only choice i have now is to leave this house.
this house doesn't have a single warmth,
it's just like a HOTEL to me!
dad cut of my allowance, say that he doesn't want to care about me anymore.
end up leh? allowance really got cut off.
but he still call me in the middle of the night rushing me home.
wad they want sia?! i also nv go home late le.
now little bit things also want to call.
this sun.. is the one and only chance for my freedom.
if after this sun nth changes,
i will try to move out of this house.. and nv come back!