Seriously I'm leading a pathetic tiring life now.
I'm studying while working, CHIONG!
after study straight go to work, without resting.
my friends asked me, why are u still working when u got
school the next day? somemore is 8am plus plus de.
If given a choice I won't want to work.
I can only blame that I have such a cheapskate and not understanding dad.
I'm not trying to be rude, but just stating the facts.
think.. i ended work early cause supervisor let me off early today..
supposed to end at 11 i went back at 10.
reach home at 11, fully exhausted. guess what my dad says?
the first thing he says is "why aren't u still getting back your pay?
It has been 3days since the last month end."
PLEASE! the moment i reach home, after school and work!
after the whole day of torture, instead of asking me you tired not..
the first thing he ask is about money.
after that you know what he ask me?
" Cos you want to work you skip school today is it?"
He dont trust me in the first place.
please, i went to work in the evening doesn't mean i didn't go school hao mah?

people, you know why i have to be so chiong not?
my transport, my daily expenses..
it isn't enough! he only gives me $100/week.
dont tell me it's enough, please.
i still have other things to buy as well.
I'm exhausted, physically and mentally..
gf, i need you by my side.. I'm tired, feel like crying..