My birthday celebration!

TEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEE, I'm finally BACK! from chalet(:
I had a super uber unforgettable birthday celebration,
thanks to my love and his friend.

First night of chalet, 25 oct 2010.
I reached the chalet at 10pm with my love.
His friends is all there already,
love told me he went to smoke then I sat down to chat with his friends.
Around an hour later, one of his friend told me that Love got something to tell me.
Ask me to go to the beach and look for him.
Find it weird but I still went.
The moment I walked out of the chalet,
Candles leading my way to the beach,
and I saw my love there standing at the beach waiting for me.
There is still " happy b'day" word on the beach made of cups and candles.
I sat down on the table they brought there and eat food cooked by love's friend.
Few minutes later fireworks were seen, made by love's friend.
Super shock! I cried, love was super sweet.
Went back to the chalet after that and more surprises came to me.
My poster with name paste on the wall.
I was drunk on that night.

26oct 2010
I skipped the morning lectre and went to school at 3pm for an hour lesson.
Went into the class, sat a while then suddenly the whole class sang happy birthday song to me super touched!
After school went back to chalet and love's friend were preparing for my BBQ.
after BBQ ate cake bought by love and SLEEP!

I had a unforgettable birthday celebration I swear!
Knowing my love, RAY LIM JIA is the best thing in my life <3

TIME TO BLOG!

Yeah, finally I got the time and mood to blog.
Finally last day of attachment ended yesterday.
But I did a super uber silly things,
love came to fetch me home, and while standing outside the door,
I realise that I didn't bring my key, how silly can I be -.-
After that went to buy some clothes and went to love's house to change.
Going out with my love later, but he still sleeping like a PIG!

Below were the photos taking at love's brother's wedding.
My love very shuai shuai eh(:

Fun and surprise day today, first of all I must really say my love dote on me a lot!
met MOOMOO for steamboat at around 7plus.
Ate and went for pool at Hougang Plaza.
After that went home and talked on phone with my love.
Complained to him that I'm hungry even though I just ate my steamboat -.-
He told me that he went to cycle around his house,
asked him to becareful before I hang up my call.
Guess what? He call me roughly 45mins later and tell me he's under my block.
Got super shock! Changed and rushed down to meet him.
I was super touched and happy I swear.
After that walked to ave8 and had our supper, PRATA!
Love sent me home before cycling back.

My boy is just simply so silly and sweet.
Always surprise me when I least expected.
Always doing silly yet funny things to cheer me up.
Tease me after he made me angry.
How would I ever live without someone like him <3

The wide distance between us,
no matter how far it is, here I am still trying <3

I LOVE RAY!

Hehee, another tired and yet a happy day today.
As usual, slept at 2am, woke up at 4am and went for my attachment.
Were super sleepy can! Those type of sleepy when I can fall asleep while standing.
After attachment met love outside SGH,
went to look for my evening gown and sister's dress.
Got soooooo fan nao, so much money to spend.
So much debts to pay.
Love was sweet uh, insist on helping me to pay my debts.
But i rejected, silly boy, I won't take your money uh.
The reason is simple, I dont want our relationship to be destroy by money.

I MISS YOU

I miss you baby, I've been missing you like crazy.
Even when you're just beside me,
I still miss you.
Even when we've just kissed goodbye,
I still miss you.
Even when I know that I'm meeting you later,
I still miss you.
Although I just got a feeling you won't see my blog,
I just miss you.

I've been having terrible attitude and mood swing these few days.
Little bit things regardless of at work or at home or outside,
I just get pissed off, hate myself now. )':

Happen to pass by your blog,
for KK's birthday thing I'm really sorry.
Believe that is the reason a not,
I don't think there is a need to lie to you.
Yeah, I did went out with my boyfriend that day.
But he is the one paying most of the things,
I didn't fork out much money.

Feel so tired of it already,
everyone said I'm changing cause I've got boyfriend.
Others say what I don't really care, but you're my friend!
You should understand me more than anyone else!
Telling people we are sisters and end up that's what you think about me.
I'm disappointed in you,
you've boyfriend before, you should know how I'm feeling now.

BUKIT TIMAH NATURE RESERVE! <3

TEEHEE! Went out with my love today,
bus-ed to Clementi, had our lunch at a malay store.
Quite nice eh the food there,
after that walked a super uber long journey.
Walked around bukit timah nature reserve.
Spent 2hours there, climb up and down like money.
Sweating like hell, I think this time I can slim down already. LOL
Saw monkey and squirral, the monkey super cute eh.
After that had dinner as chicken rice at bukit timah plaza,
bus-ed home after that, slept on love's shoulder,
shiock uh, den woke up and love slept on my shoulder.
Sweet uh? heheeee,

Not meeting love tomorrow already,
as I'm working and he needs to save money for my evening gown.

Got a feeling like love spend a lot on me, so guilty ><

I seriously hate myself for being weak uh.
What really has happen to me?
I can cry at random times,
on the bus, watching tv, using computer.
My mood just can change within few minutes.
Sometimes I would ask myself, why am I crying?
But I really dont know eh.
Boyfriend sometimes will ask me too,
I just tell him I'm tired, it's not that i dont want to tell him.
It's just that I dont even know what happen to myself.
I don't want him to worry uh..

So woke up today, prepared and head-ed to bf's house.
Bf was busy updating my phone while i watch tv.
After that prepare again and head-ed to a hotel with bf's family for food-tasting.
The food there is nice uh,
so looking forward to the wedding, should be a fun day!
After that went home to watch 'Cruel Temptation' with love.
Love sent me to take bus,
was sad cause all those sweet messages love send me was being deleted.
But everyything was alright after love said all sweet things to me.
Reached home and received a longggg message from love.
Cried while reading his message, YEAH CRIED!
I need to be strong seriously. (:

Love says he is bringing me to PULA UBIN tmr.
Yeah! :D