MERRY CHRISTMAS 2011

 The shoe that I bought for him

Enjoyed my Christmas eve and Christmas day with precious.
Wore the A&F shirt precious bought for me.
He said I slim down alrdy, super happy. HEHE.
Precious came to fetch me and OFF we went to Hougang Mall,
for Soup Restaurant. The food there damn nice.
We ordered Chicken, Soup and a SMALL fried rice.
But end up the fried rice can be shared into 6-7 portion.
Full to the max.

Train-ed down to town after that.
Brought precious to his fav shop and bought him a pair of shoe.
Of course! I took $2 from him,
don't wanna him to run away from me, HEHE.
Precious seems to like the shoes a lot,
imagine him wearing it even though he's at home -.-

Before reaching precious's house on that night,
we had a talk, recalling what have happened for the past one year.
Thought we had a lot of quarrels during the past few months.
Precious said he's not regret to be with me.
And of course, I'm willing to walk down the road with him for the rest of my life too.
Or cycle perhaps. LOL

baby's pulau ubin

My baby is at Pulau Ubin camping with his friends now.
Wonder is he enjoying a not,
the weather now is super cold,
hope he will take good care of himself.
Anyway, things between me and him settled once again.

Is it all girls or is it me?
Sometimes I feel neglected while together with my baby.
Told baby about this,
he explained to me that he spend a lot of time with me.
Perhaps I'm asking for more ba.
But no matter what, things are settled and I'm happy with him now(:

going two years.

Baby and I have been together for 1year plus already,
a lot of conflicts and disagreements which I seriously hate it.
Especially for the past few weeks,
had been having conflicts on and off.
Sweet at this moment and suddenly changed the next moment.
Every conflicts make me think a lot,
if we will break up? If there will be barrier between us?
Does baby still love me? Have we changed?
But after the conflict baby will always reassure me that everything is back to the same again.
Assuring me that nothing is gonna change.

Have to admit that I'm a demanding girl.
I don't like girls to go near my boy,
be it good night or random messages.
Don't like baby to praise other girls infront of me.
I get jealous easily, get affected by small things easily.
But nevertheless, baby won't find these small things irritaed or childish.
Instead, he just smile and say he understands me..
Even if I'm the one angry for nothing,
he will still assure me that I'm the only one he love.

Thank you baby for everything.
I LOVE YOU BABY

School day 1

I had a bad starting of my first day of school.
Having flu and cough since last few days.
Not feeling well yet I still went to school,
just to meet my friends.

Was cycling with love last Saturday.
Love fell down because of me, at the Changi Coastal Road.
He flew of the bicycle and fell onto the grass.
Hurt his hand, waist and thigh.
Feel so guily and xin tong at the same time,
he said one sentence that made me cry instantly..
"Luckily I'm the one that fall and not you"
But I rather I'm the one falling.
Few months back when I always fall while riding bicycle.
Love always say he very xin tong.
Didn't know that the xin tong is really that painful.

Counting down 9days to my birthday.
Hope my love will plan some little surprises for me,
GREEDY GIRL :>

my love

Blog while waiting for bus.
Went to fetch love after his work.
Knowing that love is not happy with his work.
I trained down to international plaza for his fav OCK.
Bought his coke and panadol as well.
After that went to meet cyl for dinner and went to love's place.
Heard about what love said, his workplace got pretty girls.
Quite afraid that other cnr will snatch him away..

Baby ah, although ur attachment is unhappy but girl will be by ur side.
I won't promise I will be there for you physically whenever you want me to.
But I'm just a call or msg away.
I'll be with you no matter what, it's a PROMISE(:

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Finally!

 The card that teacher gave me(:

FINALLYYYYYY! 1 month of attachment over lo!
Super super happy can!
CF was so strict to me that I really dislike her a lot.
Until today, which is the last day.
I start to miss her and I really hope to see her back in school.
Yesterday she gave me a card, to keep me on going for nursing.
Happy and guilty at the same time,
she treat me so well yet I dislike her so much.
Yeap, dislike. Cause Hate is a strong word towards her.

After debrief today love came to fetch me.
Happy to see him, changed, touch up a bit and off we go!
Watched Johnny English Reborn, super funny!
Kept laughing to myself like a retard.
Didn't know that until precious tell me after that.
Intend to go kbox/pool. But plan was spoilt.
A bit disappointment somehow,
train-ed to Kovan to eat Durian with precious.
Bought too much and dabao home for daddy. He seems happy!
Gonna sleep soon, although I'm tired, I still want to rest more and go cycling with my love(:

Tired attachment with fun enjoyment

(1) Braces
Yeap, my braces is finally taken off! 2years and finally.
Not really satisfied with it although people around me including my precious said it's nice.
Not as perfect as I thought somehow =/
The last appointment was a torture to me.
Dentist took out two 2 screw on my gum,
without giving me analgesia, pain to the max.
I cried, he gave me analgesia, took out the screw,
and washed my teeth, my whole mouth was filled with blood..

(2) Steamboat
Steamboat with my precious and darlings was awesome one.
I like it when my precious can get along well with my friends.
Lied on precious's shoulder and fell asleep.
Such a protective shoulder <3

(3) After shift on 15/9/11
Love didn't come to fetch me after my work.
whereas he met me at Hougang,
he bought me my fav sweettalk, hokkien mee and durian mooncake.
It was a surprise with me,
and I enjoyed my supper with him.

(4) Goodbye 2.2
Yeap, 2.2 is finally over! Like a finally!
I got a moderline pass for one of the module.
Each time, the exam result sure have one moderline pass.
luckily it's not moderline fail. LOL!

Gonna go for work. Ciaos ~

Fishing with my love!

Fishing with my precious last night.

As usual, he kept disturbing me when he was preparing for fishing.
Don't know is it because he's excited or what.
It's been few months since we last we last went fishing together.
Cycled to a don't know what dam and fished there.
Got bitten even though i kepy spraying insect repellent.
Love saw shooting star again,
I missed it AGAIN, slow reaction or what? -.-
He told me wishes that he made,
from what I heard, precious is really a very simple boy.
Amazingly he don't ask for self happines, wealth or health.
Feel so happy being together with such a simple and lovely boy(:

Random. Past memories, past me

Wanted to post photos of fishing with my love last night.
But I found something more interesting.
My past photos, it's somehow link to my this blog..
But it's not in the entries of "my blog, my say"
Anyway, enjoy!

 My chinese dance photo, before performance I think

 Birthday muffin made by MMF

 Birthday card made by them as well

Photos we ton at Changi Airport..

imy

Blog since I have the time to now, as I'm missing that 傻瓜.
Missing him like crazy, esp when I'm having my attachment now.
2days no meeting, is like hell to me already.
For the past few days, I kept reminding myself.
Thank god, you stayed in Singapore. You didn't go for China SIP.
Those weeks, i kept telling myself, let him go, it's for his good.
But i cried myself to sleep somehow.
Rmb so called our first dating place? Fort canning park.
Rmb the chicken rice stall at Katong? The little park near A's house?
Rmb the bah kut teh opposite Central?
Rmb those cup noodles under void deck at different places?
Yes i miss all of them now. These memories makes me miss you even more now.

Hope you'll get ur MP over fast and let's meet out soon alright? Imy

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Selamat Hari Raya

It's a PH today! After first day of attachment.
I just realise something, every first day of attachment,
I'll ask myself the same question over and over again.
Why would I ever ever choose Nursing as my Diploma?
Even though I'm in Year 2 now, I still deeply regret.
Daddy is being too stubborn,
he just refuse to let me quit Nursing,
even though I told him that this diploma is useless to me in the future.
19days of attachment then holiday for 3 freaking weeks ONLY.
THEN! assignment, project, presentation CT, bla bla bla lots of things.
When will all this things put to an end?
Getting tired of it..

Move on to my love, he's busy with his MP currently.
Don't really dare to disturb him,
scare he dulan then scold me. LOL!
Yesterday delivered love's fav cheese fries to his house.
Just hope by doing this will give him some motivation.

Today is a PH, yet is a home stay PH.
Cos I got no where else to go,
love is busy with MP and others is busy with their family.. damn sian!

with love and butter

Saturday was my Pharm paper, gone case already.
Think gonna retake the module =/
After paper went straight to mummy's house.
Mummy went oversea so I have to go and take care of butter.
Went there played with it and slept.
Love came in the evening and we spent our night together with butter.
Fed butter, walked it the next day before we go off.

Yesterday while eating lunch heard about love's past relationship again.
Although it's PAST, but I swear I still super mind.
Don't know why leh, just don't feel good.
Almost all his gf did so much for him,
yet I like didn't do much, feel so useless.
Didn't talk to him for a while,
but I wasn't angry with him eh, it's myself perhaps. haiz..

Study week day 1

Yeap, today is my first day of my 1 week study week.
Spam call precious early in the morning,
he answer and slept back answer and slept back.
Super pissed off.
Went to prepare and head-ed to his house to find him.
It was pouring like crazy,
so lazy me decided to take the cab.
Cab-ed to love's house, and studied.
After that cycled to nearest SPC and love's house to buy OCK.
OCK has been our favourite these few days.
After that went back to precious house to have dinner,
and watched the 9pm show, ' ON THE FRINGE' together.
After watching, love sent me home.
He cycled all the way from Punggol to Hougang,
and I was so relax sitting behind him.
HEHEHE, my love getting more and more ke ai le.

Tomorrow he promised to go and find BUTTER with me!
Will take more photo of BUTTER and post on FB :D

Happy 46th birthday Singapore!

Yeap, yesterday was Singapore's 46th birthday!
Celebrated with my love,
but instead of going to squeeze in the crowd to watch my fav parade.
We went to Botanical Garden for a walk.
Took lots and lots of photos,
from my love and my own camera.
Met love on the purple line train and we went to Outram Park.
Ate breakfast and the Everton Park's coffee shop.
Simple yet nice meal with my love.
Bus-ed to Botanical Garden,
the bus was freaking hot, makeup all gone case -.-
After that went to Yishun to see my love's fav bicycle.
He made me angry by missing my fav airshow and made me wait for him for so long cos of his bicycle.
Knowing that I'm angry, he try ways and means to make me laugh again.
Silly boy I have, and that's the reason for me loving him(:

PUPPY

Since young, I always wanted a puppy.
But in my family, it's so difficult, can say is impossible.
Everytime I go to park or anywhere,
when I see a owner walking a puppy,
my heart was filled with envy, yet there's nothing I can do.

There was once, a friend called me.
Telling me that there is a abandon dog somewhere.
Asked me want to adopt it or not,
without thinking I rushed down to see.
Cannot adopt, but at least I want the dog to be safe.
In the end, no other choice,
friend and I walked a distance just to carry the dog to the police station.
End up, SPCA's van came within half an hour.
I cried, feel so sad. If only I can adopt it.

Just now, mummy called me.
She said her friends got 2 puppies for her to adopt.
She actually ask for one only,
then she suddenly think of me and called me immediately.
Ask me if I'm intertested as I always wanted one.
Was happy upon hearing the news, but..
daddy came into my mind.
For the past few weeks or even months,
daddy and I had peace living together,
We didn't quarrel at all and we talked even more.
I know that once the puppy comes in,
daddy and I will sure quarrel again, and that's what I don't want.
I don't want to break this peace between us.
Therefore, I decided to call mummy later, and reject it.

Love called me after hearing the news.
I didn't know I was so upset about it,
I cried when I was telling love all my disappointment.
When in my life can I really have a puppy?
I really want it, but i rejected it, once again..
because I care about my daddy's feeling more than anything )':

Jealousy

Went cycling with my love today after a busy day.
Cycled with Love and Leon to ECP.
Accompanied Leon to his friend's baby's birthday chalet.
Reached there and sat down to chit-chat.
Was talking about love's "past"
Leon told me something and I'm feeling extremely jealous.
Cannot blame me uh,
if I'm not jealous that means there's something wrong isn't it?
Bid goodbye to his friend and off we went to cycle again.
Love super cute, I think he's afraid that I might get angry.
As he cycle he gave me a serious face and tell me that he really loves me.
Anyway our day still ended happily.
Gonna sleep early, tmr going love's house.
Good night earthlings and my bibi(:



My favourite Stingray(:



Love with his Baby Rod

Cycled all the way from Hougang to ECP yesterday.
Journey is long, but I don't really feel it.
As I'm cycling with my love one.
Cycled there, ate favourite Stingray.
Wanted to ordered LALA, but not enough money.
I know that my love like to eat LALA (he posted on his blog)
But he still let me buy my fav Stingray.

Went cycling today again, with my love.
Cycled to fish at Halus, then went to Pasir Ris.
To wish WH happy birthday.
Otw to Pasir Ris a palm size beetle flew towards me.
It hit my chest, I got shock and fell off the bicycle.
Love was shocked too and he was super clumsy today as well,
forgotten to bring his phone and house key.
Makes me super duper worry for me.
He promised to call me by 3.45 and I'm waiting for his call now.
He insisted on sending me home and cycling home alone.
Through the dark park, and without his phone.

Baby, this few days so many things happen around us.
Girl really worry something will happen eh.
Too much happines makes me feel unsafe.
Someone once tell me before,
"this moment u laugh too much, next moment you'll cry double"
Although the crying part didn't happen to us.
But I'm worried, because I'm afraid to lost you..

Tired max

Went cycling with my love and his friends ytd.
Cycled from Punggol to Pasir Ris then to Bedok.
Chit chat a while, supper and it was 1am already.
Asked love by what time we can reach home,
he confidently said 1.20am.
End up otw cycle back, we're lost.
Cycled one big round and reach home at 2.30am
Reached home, bathe immediately and went to sleep..

Slept for 3hours and woke up at 5.50am today.
Prepare and head-ed to school.
From 9am to 5pm, busy learning how to do CPR.
It's a torture to me, my knee can't stand kneeling down for too long.
And it was way to stress,
we were given about 2hours of lesson.
Then we have to do CPR on 4 different types of scenario.

Finally two attempt and I manage to get the qualified certificate.
Went home straight, ate dinner bought by daddy.
Not long after that love cycled to my house,
and off we went to cycle cycle.
As usual cycled to Pasir Ris  to meet L,
and we cycle back to Hougang to have my fav prata.
Love my baby to the max!
Hungry not hungry also will pei me eat,
cos he knows that I don't like to eat alone.
Accompanid me to cycle back and love went off with his friend.

Studying with my love and L tmr.
Enjoyed the last few hours of today.
Tomorrow is hardcore study,
sian to the max, but that's life..

First day of school

Yeap, after 2 weeks of enjoyment, school resume again.
Like a tired only, I'm still in holiday mood siol!
Seriously i can't wait for weekend!
To go cycling with my love,
First day never see him only I'm missing him like crazy.
Love said we're still in honeymoon period,
despite us being together for 1year plus.
He also said that he doesn't want to separate with me,
that's why he opt out of the China trip.
Happy to hear that eh!
Hope we will really really last so long baby.

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Another cycling

Yeap! Another cycling with my love this week.
Super fun eh, when to love's house in the afternoon today.
Ate dinner at love's house and bus-ed to Leon's house.
Love cycled there and I took bus there.
From Punggol to Pasir Ris..
Cause only one bicycle, another one with Leon.
Met him, and 3 of us went to cycle.
Cycled from Leon's house to Pasir Ris Beach.
Lepak at the big Spider Web,
I had a hard time climbing up and down.
Sweat more than when I was cycling.
After that rest rest at E Hub! And OFF we went for supper.
The food was a disappointment.
After that cycled all the way back from Pasir Ris with my love alone,
and took last bus home. Enjoyed!

Today on the way cycling home love asked me,
"跟我在一起幸福吗?"
Without thinking my reply was YES!
Baby, no matter how many quarrels we have,
being with you is the happiest thing in my life.
I'm glad that you didn't go China for ur attachment.
Whether is it because of me or not, I appreciate it.
Thanks for not leaving me alone in Singapore :>

OUTINGs

 

Enjoyed these few days a lot.
Busy going out with my love and friends.
Meet cyl and jr the day before yesterday to drink.
Yesterday went out with Jen, NEXX and pool.
After that went to study with cyl and jr late in the night.
Love cycled all the way from Punggol again,
Cycled to Ave8 just to pei me. So sweet of him!

Went out with love, cyl and jr today.
Seriously had a fun and tired day.
When to eat then shop then play then eat again.
After that love sent me home and here I am blogging.
Tomorrow meeting love to celebrate his friend's birthday at MBS hotel.
Can't wait for it!
Daddy has been really patient with me for the past few days.
Despite me reaching home real late,
he didn't quarrel with me. Like a nice only.
I also don't too guo fen la,
I told him already if got fam dinner on Friday,
I won't be going out for the whole day, GOOD GIRL!

Cycling

Went cycling with my love today.
Almost fell infront of him again, MALU to the max.

Woke up at 11plus today, daddy cooked porridge.
Bathe and finished eating, plan to leave for love's house already.
Suddenly daddy says mummy coming to our house.
Got everything prepared.
Planned to eat lunch with them and go find my love.
End up he called me when I was eating,
saying that he going fishing with his brother.
Quite angry at moment.
Cos I've prepared everything already,
just a few more minutes and I'm leaving house.
End up, wait and wait. till 630pm then I left house.

Bus-ed to love's house, waited for him to prepare.
And off we went to cycling!
Cyclied from Punggol to Hougang and back to Punggol.
Enjoyed my day with him.

Just realised something. Pathetic me.
Actually I don't have any friends, other than my poly friends.
Most of the friends I have, called me when they needed me.
And leave me aside when they don't,
giving me excuses that I'm busy with my love.
If I'm really that busy, why would I even bother to stay beside you when you need me?
Seriously, I've really decided. To be independent.
With or without my love by my side,
I won't depend on people like you. Disappointed.

Quarrels

Recently always have small little conflicts with my love.

It's either his time management problem,

or my attitude problem most of the time.
He bear with me by keeping quiet,
I feel sorry but refused to apologise,
and that's when the COLD WAR started.

I always don't like it when love played too much of games,
and forgotten that I'm a girl who cannot go home too late.
When he realise, sometimes it's even too late to catch the last bus.
Just like a small kid, got games to play can even forget where the mummy is.
Said him again and again but he still doesn't change.
Few years of habit perhaps it's really hard to change.
Just give my love some time.

My attitude seriously sux at times I know.
Love is trying his best to bear with me too.
Knowing by keeping quiet is a sign of angry-ness.
He'll try his best to make silly moves just to make me laugh.
Can't stop myself loving him seriously.

Baby, although we had so many conflicts.
Just want to tell you, I still don't regret NOT letting you to BeiJing.
I'm seriously happy that you manage to opt out.
Maybe you'll regret or even blame me in the future,
for you making this choice.
I'll go through everything with you, cos I do love you(: