Cycling

Went cycling with my love today.
Almost fell infront of him again, MALU to the max.

Woke up at 11plus today, daddy cooked porridge.
Bathe and finished eating, plan to leave for love's house already.
Suddenly daddy says mummy coming to our house.
Got everything prepared.
Planned to eat lunch with them and go find my love.
End up he called me when I was eating,
saying that he going fishing with his brother.
Quite angry at moment.
Cos I've prepared everything already,
just a few more minutes and I'm leaving house.
End up, wait and wait. till 630pm then I left house.

Bus-ed to love's house, waited for him to prepare.
And off we went to cycling!
Cyclied from Punggol to Hougang and back to Punggol.
Enjoyed my day with him.

Just realised something. Pathetic me.
Actually I don't have any friends, other than my poly friends.
Most of the friends I have, called me when they needed me.
And leave me aside when they don't,
giving me excuses that I'm busy with my love.
If I'm really that busy, why would I even bother to stay beside you when you need me?
Seriously, I've really decided. To be independent.
With or without my love by my side,
I won't depend on people like you. Disappointed.