Another MC

Didn't go to school today, gum pain since yesterday.
Went to my dental, he said my teeth is almost done already.
But I told him I'm not really satisfy with it,
he suggested an operation, I got so upset.
Don't really want to go for ANOTHER operation.
The dental said "you've been through such a long way, why not just go on with this last surgery?"
Said is always easier than done,
no one really know the pain I've been through before.
Every 6weeks going through the same pain.
After each appointment still have to bear with pain for few days.
Have you ever feel the pain where screw is being screwed inside your gum?
Ever had 2-3 injections in ur gum in a row?
Pinch yourself in the hand or thigh just to reduce the pain in ur gum?
I had all that, and I'm tired of it somehow.

Love suggests me to go on with the surgery as well.
But I'm tired already, seriously tired.
So I still think to seriously think over what I really want.

Had a talk with love last night,
he told me that maybe he will be going to China for attachment, for 2months.
I should be happy for him,
but somehow I don't really feel that way.
However as his gf, I will support his decision no matter what..
If something happen between us because of this,
it can only shows that we don't love each other as much as we thought.
But if we were still together after this,
It proves that we are just the one for one another <3

At home on a school day

Woke up at 9am plus today,
with renovation upstairs, extreme headache and flu.
As I really cannnot dahan my cui hair already.
Randomly went down to cut hair, and bought chicken rice as lunch.
Went home, eat as I watched show.
Prepared at 1plus and went down to polyclinic.
As I was having flu, the nurse pass me a mask, ask me to wear it.
Wore within 5mins, I walked out of the polyclinic.
Seriously don't like to wear mask when I'm having flu or sort throat.
Somemore I have to wait like 2hours leh, cmi.

Walked to Plaza under the hot sun as I forget to bring my ez-link card.
Nice one uh. Then went to see doctor, another paiseh moment.
I only brought $30 but the fees is $40.
Bank also no money, no choice but to ask for help.
Called love asked him to transfer money to me,
love told me he's having lesson but transfer to me. Sweet love.

Reached home, studied, do homework, watched show..
Spent my day like this..
Didn't meet love today as he started his school.
Feel a bit weird not meeting him as we met almost everyday throught the past 2 months.
Doesn't matter, separate for a while makes us treasure the other party more..

heartbroken

My heart instant break within a sec today.
My friend accidently knocked onto my cadiac table today.
My phone flew off the table and slam to the ground.
It instantly split into half, OHMYYYY ~
Was so sad about it, still trying to show the "it's alright" face infront of her.
Scare she guilty, but still can't hide it much.
Was so sian throughout the whole day,
cos phone spoil, cannot use twitter or FB as and when I like.
Finally I reached home, changed to LG icecream phone.
And I heard another bad news from my love again.
"I think if phone split cannot no warranty de sia, must pay"
WTS? ok lo, then I have to use this LG phone for the next few months already ):

Promise under the moon

Posted something previously, but deleted away.
It doesn't matters anymore, so no point posting it.
When to read love's previous blog,
as he gave me the password and username.
read through some of the posts,
especially the conversations between them.
I don't deny that I feel unsafe and jealous at the same time.
It's the past I admit, but I don't want history to repeat itself.
I don't want to be the other two girls, hate those feelings seriously.

Met love just now, told him about these things.
As usual he gave me assurance,
he promised to me under the moon that he loves me.
Pormised to be that history will not repeat itself.
Although still feel kind of afraid but I choose to believe him.
There's only one reason, I don't want, don't plan to give me heart to someone new.
He's the last one in my life already(:

First day of school

First day of school, uber bored!
Lesson bored, teacher bored and classmates also bored.
Throughout my Year1, I was never really quiet.
Even if school just start, I still can clique with some of my classmates.
But this current class, too quiet already.
Really is like even is I whisper to Linda,
I feel myself talking loudly, it's soooooo quiet.
It's only the second day of school tmr,
please time go faster for tmr!
I want to meet my love in the evening

Outing at Sentosa

Last day of holiday, and I enjoyed it.
Only regret is that love wasn't with me when I was with my classmates
Morning called by Carel, prepared and head down to Harbourfront Mrt.
Been waiting for a miracle that love will wake up, but he didn't ):
Met clique and went to buy food for picnic.
Trained to Sentosa and went to Palawan Beach.
It was a freaking sunny day,
I kept reapplying sunblock on my arms and chest.
Went swimming in the cold cold water.
Eyes went into my eyes, till now still feel pain ):
After that bathe and went to Vivo to have our Thai Express.
Suppose to meet love straight after that,
but he's going out with his daddy first so I went home to bathe again.
Now waiting for love's call and head down to find him for BBQ.
Only two of us, soooooooo looking forward to it. HEHE

Ok, love msg-ed me. OFF now! BYE :D

Was sick for the past few days.
Keep vomit plus diarrhoea, it's killing me.
Lucky my love was beside me all these while.
Attachment left with 1 last week only,
then it's school reopen, with all the new classmates.
Seriously hate it, why do they have to separate us ):

Just had a talk with love on phone,
at first he told me few weeks ago he not joining CSO competition.
Now he tell me he's joining...
Don't really like it, but what to do,
that's my love (: