Apologising isn't really enough

Lots of unhappiness happening between baby boy and me,
other than apologising, I don't really know what I can do.
Most of the quarrel started because of me.
Being stubborn, not attentive, attitude and many more.
I guess baby is also trying his best to keep his cool.
Don't really know what's wrong with me either.
School work? Stress or?

Had a quarrel with bro last week,
now thinking back, was it really his fault?
Or my fault? Saw one of baby's tweet.
Enviroment changes, do people?
Was afraid to let baby have the thinking that I've change.
Can't afford to lose him though.
He's always with me for the past two years,
Really don't know what to do without him.

Baby boy, don't know if you will get to see this post,
I'm really sorry for so many quarrels.
I really dont want to, trying very hard to control my attitude as well..
It's not just saying but I'm really really trying.
Anyway, enough of my nonsense..
It's your first day of work tomorrow,
wish you all the best, last but not least, I love you

pasa malam

Went to PS instead of picnic today with baby boy,
luckily last min cancel picnic cause it's raining again.
Went to eat KFC and walk walk with him.
Walked around DAISO and found a few toys for baby and me!

Back to baby house to put things and went to walk around pasa malam.
Too bad it offically opens tomorrow.
As we really love the food there so we decided to go there for dinner tomorrow.
Love it when both of us always get excited over pasa malam!

Enjoyed my 4 days of no school day with baby,
gonna work hard for the next 3 days and another weekend with baby!
So in love with him!

Week 4 of my insanity, although a bit slack but still not giving up yet!